I woke up this morning with numb fingertips. I would put it down to sleeping on my hand funny except it was both hands and its happened a couple of times the past few months so I’ve made a doctors appointment.
The way I see it its either
So tomorrow I will most likely become a human pin-cushion. Fun fun.
In case you haven’t noticed I’m not exactly the most mentally stable person in the world. Basically I’m a little bi-polar, a little bit obsessive-compulsive (when I was a kid I *had* to blink every time we went past a light pole in the car… Actually I still do that sometimes) , and I have a lot of ADHD. Actually I have a feeling that most of these are rather linked given there is such thing as Obsessive-Compulsive ADHD and Bi-polar is a common co morbid disorder with ADHD.
Anyways…
Over the past couple of weeks I’ve been a little on the depressed side so to those of you who actually see me on a day to day basis that’s why I’ve been acting kinda weird, and to those who haven’t its some kind of explanation for why I tend to go through periods of posting ALL the time and then posting nothing for ages.
And just so you know, no need to be worried about me with the whole depression thingy. I’m past the worst of it.
If anyone cares enough to wonder why I haven’t posted in several days its because I’m totally unmotivated at the moment.
Gotta love the way those serotonin levels just drop away when you least expect it.
Colin upgraded my computer whilst I was away so now i have a 160gig hard drive and a one of these things (Intel Pentium 4 520, 2800MHz (14 x 200) ) and whilst I have no idea what that means NWN loads a whole lot faster now 🙂
Also it has a sound card which actually supports microphones so I’ve managed to set up my headset – Clever me!
Anyways this doesn’t really make me any more likely to actually use my Skype account because, well, I don’t know anyone on Skype and I’m still somewhat afraid of talking to people I don’t know on the phone. But still, one step closer.
Errm. Oh yeah. Also, apparently I’m now a god. Hooray for me!
Actually, since there’s like 30 comments in there and you’ll probably get bored before the important one…
Miriam. You are my new personal God. I am building a temple to you. I’m still no clearer about what energy actually is, but your ability to answer every question with a seemingly solid answer is truly a gift to be admired.
So there you have it. A god. Who would have thought.
Miriam Parkinson 